One Person's Transition Journey continued...
Thanks to LAP and other referrals, I got through it. I gradually became aware of my work preferences and was able to understand the problems I was experiencing in practicing law. I began to meet supportive people on whose experiences I could start to model my recovery. Very slowly, I overcame my fears and sense of low self-esteem – these were the obstacles blocking me from making meaningful changes to my life.
Three years after moving to Vancouver, I had the courage to feel good about leaving the practice of law. I began a masters degree in counselling psychology and started part time work teaching and for public services. In the two years since, I have been happier than I could have imagined.
The financial sacrifices have not been as great as I had feared. I am now involved in a career in which I find great personal fulfillment.
Like many provincial public services workers, I will be laid off this year. But in contrast to my former permanent state of fear, I am now optimistic. Many opportunities have opened up for me since I had the courage to “close the law door and open a new one”.
If you can relate to some of my emotions, or if you’ve felt overwhelmed or resentful about practicing law, I would highly recommend getting in touch with LAP. It’s a good first step in seeking support for emotional or career related problems. It worked for me.
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